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Sunday, March 7, 2010

Howling at the Moon



Last night I went out for the first time after my first chemotherapy treatment. The stars were out and beautiful. After a beautifully sunny day, the sky was as clear as I have seen it in a while. We had dinner with some friends and one of them asked me if I just wanted to go outside and look up at the moon and ask God "Why me?" Well I dont really ever ask that. Every year millions of people get cancer, lose their jobs, mourn the loss of family members, get divorced or suffer many other traumas and setbacks. Sometimes life is easy, sometimes it is very hard.

So everyday I count my blessings, family, friends, good health (well were working on that one), opportunities to do the things I love (Golf , skiing, cycling). So instead of asking "Why me?" I try to get enjoyment out of everyday and thank God for all the great things he lets me do.

That said, my friend told me if I ever just needed to go outside and howl at the moon she would do it with me. So here it goes, "Howl.........."

5 comments:

Unknown said...

Howl away and heal my friend!

Christine

Ann M said...

you can sleep on our couch anytime Gary.

Rhonda said...

Sounds like chemo was actually easier than the half iron man competition.
Take care and heal up!
Love,
Rhonda

Unknown said...

Awesome video Gary. I'm a firm believer in the power of visceral expression. Not the 70s primal scream so much but just expressing the need to let it all out and be able to move on. Prayers continue to come your way. Happy Spring!

Debra Denton said...

LISTEN and join in the HOWL at 6:44-Don't miss it!!!

...and HOWL........